Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Fight With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a dreary Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a intense pain sprang behind my right eye. It was followed by quick shocks, similar to lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the pain eased and then came back with increased force. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition often begin with intense pain around a single eye that lasts for three hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, severe pain around one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of long pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like many triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest bizarre treatments for what some experts would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially recognised by global headache societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major artery which delivers blood to the head. Leading experts in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, identification remains delayed. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But many first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack eased.
National guidelines on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of well-known people.
But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional attacks are managed with abortive treatment only. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a